as of late.
i find ive been gritting my teeth.
sucking my toungue.
squinting my eyes.
my skin boils and i am furious with this.
i wish death upon many.
famine for a few.
i am overly zealous with bad intentions.
overwrat with evil thoughts.
haters want to hate.
and thats just what they'll do.
ive felt this way before.
i dont understand why i cant ever just be content.
why i have to have what they have.
or go where they are.
and half of things dont fit.
and the most of the places are closed.
and i dont really actually care.
i feel like i am obligated too.
these people who have nothing to live for.
no direction to go.
with stars in theirs and shit in their mouth.
riding in coattails until the fabric wears out.
these are the people i envy.
i am a human of nature.
and ive got instinits and ways.
and im sure ive got alot to say.
and as much as i want to muster, force out an okay.
i am jealousangryvengful and green.
and i can only send bad karma your way.