fine china.

hustle and flow.
ive been busy.
very busy.
and i like it.
initiative.
focus.
all that good shit.

i got it.

im ready.
lets do this.

sometimes.
i feel like tina turner.
post"eat the cake"
crazy as a fox.
but brilliant.
fabulous.
and proud.
with great legs.

rollin.

even if its down hill.
atleast its forward.

so.
in between lost.
ive been watching.
antique road show.
and so.
there's this old lady.
and shes got this bowl.

this dirty ass.
old ass bowl.
she kept " dvds and tapes"in it.
on top of her tv.
this old ass bowl.
$8,000.

yeah.

this was only to be followed by.
more old people.
and more old things.
awesome things.
not so awesome things.
things i want.
things i need.

and i think thats just unfair.
all these old people.
with all this old shit.
if only.
if i was 65.
85.
id have so much cool stuff.
and not just to sell.
but to live in.
and to absorb.
and cherish.

but i am not.
i am 22.
yet my mind.
is over the hill.
so i must hunt for these things.
and i will find them.
and i will live in the past.
and it.
will be wonderful.