whatever.

pretty much.
i mean.
like.
im just saying.

all of this.

this.
and that.
and the whats.
and the maybes.

all of this shit.

all this bullshit.
smoke and mirrors
hocust pocus.
prestige.

wool over the eyes.

how naive.
how inhibited.

clever i thought i was.

clever.
and better.

than this.

and yet.
victim i fall pray.

to the same silly games.
fire and ice.

antagonist.
am i.
pushing this further.
playing with fire.
tempting a fate.

dragging this.
and them.
you.
and him.

silly.
shameful.
unnecessary.

said again.

"she is fickle,
and selfish.
she will eat you alive."

consumption.
as of late.
and nights .
without sleep.

such a pattern.
such a trend.

no difference.
except.
perhaps.
circumference.

or maybe not.

still the thought.
lingers.
waiting.

abode.

haunting in the evenings.
yet flakes apart.
at the touch.

all this.
is for whatever.

at least.
i know that much.