everything eventual.

here we are.
so long ive been heavy.
carrying my weight in days.

a while back.
some may recall.
i made a conscious decision.
to stop making.
decisions.

i put an effort.
into aborting responsibility.

as of today.
i have no job.
i have school.
i have my writing.
and i have this.

my life.
as of late.

i have been a woman consumed.
overwhelmed.
overwrote .
with passion.

i spend my days.
lazy.
and my nights awake.
awaiting.

something is coming.
i keep looking towards the sky.
waiting for something.

for this.

for him.