biology.

the study of life.
as a science.
breaking it down.

intricate.
observance.
of how things work.
and grow.
form.

physical.
psychology.

science.
study.
method.
experimentation.
trial.
constants.

all this.

i wonder how it effects.

someone.
whose life is spent breaking down.
and sifting through.
the human.
existence.

is it possible.
to ever put that aside.

how does one separate.
whats natural.
and proven.
tested.
fact.

from what.
tangible.
and passionate.
and relevant.
whats real.

what happens.
when all this.
everything.
is eventual.
or.
isnt anything.
to you at all.

bending and breaking.
is what we are made of.
all this kinetic energy.
building.
and releasing.

early mornings.
late nights.

processing.
reproducing.
methans.
sulfides.
gin and tonics.
mixed tapes.

his eyes.
the next drink.


when you think.
youve got it all.
mostly.
its just wanting.
what you dont.

all this trial and error.
only leads to.
something relevant right?

slay dragons.
prince?

or should i have expected this.
should i have watched more tv?

this isnt a party.
its a crowd.

so much energy.
in all these molecules.

these reactions.
skin to skin.

face to face.

taste to taste.

im experimenting.
with really feeling.

ill let you know.
how it turns out.